PRCP?!

I'm having my last attachment for these 3 years of studying nursing. It's called Pre-Registration Consolidation Placement [PRCP]. I'm in a high stress ward. For the past two weeks i've been a complete blundering fool!! urgh! most of the mistakes are due to carelessness, & the rest are b'cos i'm doing things too slowly!

I've told God, if i'm able to graduate, it would be a REAL miracle,
& I'd be a LIVING TESTIMONY. b'cos that would mean He's transformed me from a blundering idiot, to someone who's capable and efficient.
I must testify though that God HAS done several miracles in my life, & He has not failed me even once. For that i'm ever thankful. But i'm afraid that i'd fail Him instead. I'm hoping against hope that my dark days will brighten by mid of next week.